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it's been six years
my memories of you are fading
the only feeling left is abandonment
after all the pain i've lost who i was
and now i'm afraid of everyone leaving me
i'm afraid to accept love
i am deserving
i am
i am
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i promised myself to never talk about it again
im an eroding shell of the person i used to be
my memory is gone and everything is a blur
im fighting constant flashbacks of trauma and unease
i never wanted this pain
i never asked for the hurt
i never wanted this pain
i never
my days have been dark to say the least
i started praying to a god for just one day of ease
i haven't been sleeping well
everything is a fucking blur
im fighting constant flashbacks of trauma and unease
i am so fucking tired of just pushing through
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don't want to be buried by the tree anymore
i want to be happy and free from my hurt
i will be better someday
i hope
someday will come soon
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Without The Help Of God.
02:56
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if there is a god why did he take my friend
if there is a god why do i suffer this pain
if there is a god why do i beg and plead
until my voice grows hoarse
i will go on without the help of god
i will suffer until my heart gives out
i will beg and plead to an empty sky
an empty sky
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Carl Gene Baltimore, Maryland
"Smith is very open about using the music as a conduit for dealing with his depression, but the gentle nature of the music and the melody coming from Smith’s voice create a healing narrative that take the ugly and force it out of the shadows. Even on the darkest days there is sunshine after the rain." ... more
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