Name: Numb
Duration: P00H06M56S
Description: The fourth track, Numb, is a song I wrote in 2014 that was written five years after my fathers passing, and how it still hurts to even think about it. So much so, that I became numb from pain. The last line in the song "I am ready to come home" were the last words he spoke before closing his eyes for the last time in my mothers arms.

Numb

from Feel EP by Carl Gene

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The fourth track, Numb, is a song I wrote in 2014 that was written five years after my fathers passing, and how it still hurts to even think about it. So much so, that I became numb from pain. The last line in the song "I am ready to come home" were the last words he spoke before closing his eyes for the last time in my mothers arms.

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I grow cold and my eyes wont shut.
Five years and my hands are still numb like that night.
Still sleepless ; still cold
I am ready to come home.

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from Feel EP, released October 12, 2016

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Carl Gene Baltimore, Maryland

"Smith is very open about using the music as a conduit for dealing with his depression, but the gentle nature of the music and the melody coming from Smith’s voice create a healing narrative that take the ugly and force it out of the shadows. Even on the darkest days there is sunshine after the rain." ... more

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