by Carl Gene

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Written around the three year anniversary of my mothers death, and recorded in the backseat of a car on a voice memo.


it’s been three years
my memories of you are fading
the only thing thats left is agony

after all the pain
i’ve lost who i was
now i’m afraid of everyone leaving me


released April 2, 2021


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Carl Gene Baltimore, Maryland

"Smith is very open about using the music as a conduit for dealing with his depression, but the gentle nature of the music and the melody coming from Smith’s voice create a healing narrative that take the ugly and force it out of the shadows. Even on the darkest days there is sunshine after the rain." ... more

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