Suicide Note (September 15th, 2017)

from Songs Of Mourning by Carl Gene

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If I die, I blame Carl Updike. I love you Carl S(mith), I'm sorry and I wish you happiness. Girls go somewhere safe and be your best. If I have any money it goes to Carl S(mith). The jewelry goes to the girls, and anything Carl S(mith) wants he gets. Carl Updike verbally abusive. He told me to rot in hell, and I am just like his boss that he hates and all because he didn't want to be embarrassed by his tiny bikini. He told me I'm turning the girls away from him. He expects me to do for him, but he doesn't return. He blames me for everything and is never at fault. He gets nothing don't waste money just cremate me. I understand why James and Elena left him. Carl Updike has anger issues. Carl Updike has anger issues. Girls I want to move in with their Aunt Chrissy. I renewed vows in hopes things would get better but didn't. I'm tired of life. I don't want Karissa anywhere near my funeral. She is to blame too. I'm not good enough for anyone. I hope I die. I don't want life support. I hope Carl Updike gets what he deserves.

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from Songs Of Mourning, released August 20, 2019

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Carl Gene Baltimore, Maryland

"Smith is very open about using the music as a conduit for dealing with his depression, but the gentle nature of the music and the melody coming from Smith’s voice create a healing narrative that take the ugly and force it out of the shadows. Even on the darkest days there is sunshine after the rain." ... more

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